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[08 Jun 2009|06:41pm] |
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so apparently i'll know on Friday if i'm a full-time writer. but it's always "let you know by the end of today, or the end of the week."
i've seen week after week and their said "ends" go by.
if nothing happens by this friday i'm jumping this ship for good.
9 months i'll never get back.
MOTHER
FUCKER
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| me! me~~~! |
[05 Jun 2009|03:52pm] |
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You've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the ABC's of YOU. At the end, choose 26 people to be tagged. You have to tag me so really you just need 25 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way.
Tagged by: nobody. i have no friends, and munkao doesn't want to friend me anymore but hey whatevs yo!
(whatevs yo is my new catchphrase)
A - Age
25 in october
B - Bed size
in bed i am a large, but sometimes when i think sexy thoughts outdoors i am a large outside of bed.
C - Chore you hate
wiping after shitting. i kid.. i kid.. i keep a handkerchief in my backpocket that i use to wipe my ass with.
D - Dog's name
tobey (R.I.P.)
E - Essential start-your-day item
people like you? i like saying tough things like "i eat shit like you for breakfast"
digression: by "i eat shit like you" do people mean you are shit, or that they eat pieces of shit shaped like you?
F - Favorite color
negro. mexican is second.
G - Gold or Silver
bronze. i am a loser :(
H - Height
1.82
I - Instruments you play
air guitar
J - Job title
OKT (ohr kui tao)
K- Kid(s)
are the leading cause of paedophilia
L - Living arrangements
i live in a home. home is where the house is.
M - Mum's name
Susan
N - Nicknames
He-Man (people only call me this behind my back)
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth
spinal surgery.
P - Pet Peeve
my latest one is people having a fucking conversation standing side by side on the escalator. this anger is usually aggravated by my racism. yes, i am stereotyping.
Q - Quote from a movie
"YOU'RE NOT EVEN A NIGGER, YOU'RE AN AFRICAN"
R - Right or left handed
depends. right hand holds the mouse when left hand holds the cock, and left hand types when right hand holds the cock.
S - Siblings
younger brother. (i'm the stronger one, i can bench press more)
T - Time you wake up
7:45, 7:54, 8:03, 8:11, 8:20, 8:29
my snooze lasts for 9 minutes.
U- Underwear
on the outside. i am he man.
V - Vegetable you dislike
i met this vegetable at the hospital once. i said hi but he snubbed me. asshole.
W - what makes you run late
because running in the day is too warm (see what i just did? i'm so humourful)
X-rays you've had
i've had x-rays everywhere, i am science.
Y- Yummy food you make
YUMMY IS SUBJECTIVE.
Z- Zombies are attacking, what do you do?
get my clothes off
i tag: nobody. i have no friends. :(
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[05 Jun 2009|12:57pm] |
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Modest Mouse - Satin In A Coffin |
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this is officially the saddest video i've seen online
http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XNDM4OTcxNjg=.html
oh shit this is so fucking sad
stolen description
"Story goes like this: Female dog was knocked down by a car and died. Male dog went up to her and protected her by lying on top of her so that the cars won't knock into her again. He tried waking her up, but when failed, he struggled to carry her back to the road side. He didn't manage to do so, so he sat by her side and cried, refusing to leave."
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| Case Khor |
[03 Jun 2009|03:28pm] |
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The horrors - Sea Within A Sea |
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SSOL says: (3:27:07 PM)
So I'm sitting at my desk, I look out the window to my left and the apartment across one floor down. The guy's sitting on the couch next to the window, surfing the net on his laptop. His GF/Wife lying on the couch sucking his dick.
Case Khor says: (3:27:37 PM)
I go out for a smoke.The screen dims from inactivity, oh is he going to come? Is he? Oh, no, he's surfing the net again.
SSOL says: (3:27:37 PM)
haha
SSOL says: (3:27:43 PM)
I got bored quickly and went back in
Pero-Pero.. Pero-Pero.. Pero-Pero.. Pero-Pero.. says: (3:27:51 PM)
fuck
Pero-Pero.. Pero-Pero.. Pero-Pero.. Pero-Pero.. says: (3:27:54 PM)
i'm blogging this
SSOL says: (3:27:58 PM)
haha
SSOL says: (3:27:59 PM)
please
SSOL says: (3:28:00 PM)
no name
SSOL says: (3:28:01 PM)
put like
SSOL says: (3:28:02 PM)
SSOL
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| Dogs and finances aside |
[22 May 2009|12:33pm] |
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My life is looking pretty awesome at the moment. Finally!
Some links
www.latfh.com
www.awkwardfamilyphotos.com
www.tube8.com (NSFW)
www.pedobear.net (VVNSFW)
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[20 May 2009|11:42am] |
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Modest Mouse - Satellites |
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| pitter patter, a 16-song poem |
[20 May 2009|02:53am] |
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Modest Mouse - Satellite Skin |
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a mix cd for Ryn
01.) Sleepwalking - Modest Mouse
02.) Pitter Patter Goes My Heart - Broken Social Scene
03.) Hopefully Yours - Stina Nordenstam
04.) As Much As I Ever Could - City And Colour
05.) I Want You - Third Eye Blind
06.) Close To Me - The Cure
07.) Asleep On A Sunbeam - Belle And Sebastian
08.) Flying A Kite - Joanna Newsom
09.) Would You Come With Me - The Elected
10.) Piazza, New York Catcher - Belle And Sebastian
11.) Engine Heart - Mirah
12.) Burning - Whitest Boy Alive
13.) There Is A Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths
14.) Stay - U2
15.) I Love You, You Imbecile - Pelle Carlberg
16.) A Movie Script Ending - Death Cab For Cutie
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| Nice fox on a wooden cross |
[09 May 2009|06:37pm] |
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The Rosebuds - Nice Fox |
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Tobey passed away yesterday morning from a viral infection. I never got really attached to him but already I imagine the emptiness to be a little hard to bear next week when I go home and there's no tail thumping lazily on the ground. My journal is starting to sound a little like an obituary. But there are some things and someone to look forward to going home to..
My next post will be a happy one
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| Swollen fingaz |
[27 Apr 2009|02:47pm] |
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Spoon - My Little Japanese Cigarette Case |
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My fingers have been giving me shit for the past 2 and a half years now, swelling on and off like my hand is having a hard on. I'm now at sgh in a 2 hour queue with no books or masturbatory material (AKA masturbatorials) and I am bored as shit, with swollen ass fingers. Good times!
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[14 Apr 2009|02:33am] |
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Yesssssssssssss
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[06 Apr 2009|09:26am] |
If you were here
Would you calm me down or settle the score
The feelings I fight burn so bright
I'm a stranger in town
But if you were here would you ease my mind? C'mon.
The sleep fled from my eyes
And I, I know that I need some
Give a thought to the one that you know.
Oh, oh would you calm Me down
When the breath gets shallow and fast
We put on the clinic
if you were here,
if you were here,
would you calm me down,
or settle the score
It felt good to me
Can’t you see I’m losing it
Must I set up the scene
Put on a clinic but I need you right
Would you ease my mind?
The ghost of you lingers
Put on a clinic till we hit the Wall
it lingers
Just like a sailor with his wounds being salted
I had a nightmare nothing could be put back together
Would you settle the score
If you were here would you calm me down
The ghost of you lingers
It lingers and I sleep a bit
Oh wont you calm me down.
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| hello |
[04 Apr 2009|03:30am] |
dear internets.
6.5 months on (maybe longer, who's counting), i'm finding it harder and harder to accept what exactly has happened to my life. fengmin, i miss you insanely. i don't really see the point in my own existence, especially if it's one where you're absent. what am i supposed to do?
regrets play over and over in my head, things i should have done things i should have said. things that were so fucking OBVIOUS.
i see you everywhere. i honestly cannot live without you.
please come back to me. please let me wake up tomorrow, to the realisation that all this has just been a bad dream.
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| Oh shit |
[01 Apr 2009|11:06pm] |
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The joke's on me.
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| Happy anniversary my love. |
[01 Apr 2009|12:01am] |
2 years ago I happily gave my heart away. Half a year ago she took it with her to her grave. It's yours to keep.
I miss you like mad.
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| 80 WINDOWS |
[06 Mar 2009|12:21pm] |
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Nada Surf - 80 Windows |
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Clusters of
people talking
secretly
to each other.
In a bar
you cannot talk openly
to anyone
you don't already know.
4 year olds,
they have got the right idea:
they jump the line
and hit it on the nose.
When we sit
and we get quiet,
then we look
and see who's home.
Across the way there are 80 windows we can see,
It's christmastime
and they all have the same tree.
You tell me
the patterns you already see,
I wonder if
they see us in our bed.
You said you like the one
with the father who
always eats with his son.
I like
the rows of lights
because they keep me calm.
I feel far away from you.
so what else is new?
The moon is closer to the sun than i am to anyone.
apt.
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[25 Feb 2009|09:53am] |
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Four months on, I still find it fucking hard to believe that this is my life. Fuck.
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[19 Feb 2009|11:38am] |
hope that you like it in your little motel
And I hope that the suite sleeps and suits you well
Well I can see it as time and a sight through smell and
That's why its nice to be by yourself
Cause thats what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for, aren't I?
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for darlin'
We treat mishaps like sinking ships and
I know that I don't want to be out to drift
Well I can see it in your eyes like I taste your lips and
They both tell me that we're better than this
Cause thats what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for, aren't I?
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for darlin'
We trade tit for tat like that for this
And I don't think that there was an insult that was missed
I can see it in your eyes like I taste your lips and
I'm very sorry
Cause thats what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for, aren't I?
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for darlin'
It rained and its over a shooting star
Landed directly on our broke down little car
We fold and we had made a wish
That we would be missed
If one another just did not exist
Cause that's what we're waiting for
That's what we're waiting for
That's what we're waiting on, aren't we?
That's what we're waiting for
That's what we're waiting for
That's what we're waiting for darlin'
That's what we're waiting for
That's what we're waiting for
That's what we're waiting for aren't we?
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